Even though she is still recovering from pneumonia she was still her happy self. Nothing seems to get her down. She is such a trooper and gave us lots of smiles and giggles.
We finally made it home around 9pm. What a long day!!The next day I got to meet this handsome man!!!
Doug Wilson from Trading Spaces(TLC) recently bought and renovated a restaraunt in my hometown. I have been waiting patiently to get back home in hopes to catch a glimpse of him around town. I was so excited to see he was at the restaurant the night we went. He was so friendly, walking around to all the tables talking to people. He even helped himself to the girls' french fries. Sydney wasn't the only one who was a little star struck;) Thanks to a little liquid courage in the form of an awesome pomegranet martini and some Blue Moon, I got up the nerve to go talk to him. He's very friendly and down to earth. I wish I would have taken more pictures of the restaraunt but I didn't want him to think I was stalking him;) You truly would have to see before pictures to appreciate what he's done with it. Supposedly there is going to be a show documenting it.
I had to add this picture when I discovered the silly girl in the background:)
The girls had a table all to themselves.
My cousin Molly who is hoping to get a job there while she is going to school. Pays to know the right people;)
Thanks mom for playing photographer and not embarrasing me too much!


Along with this award, I am to list 6 things that I am grateful for.

make lemonade. 
Life has handed us quite a few lemons that past couple of months and it's finally catching up with me. I've been optimistic. I've been positive. I've been happy-go-lucky. Not anymore. I have become sour and bitter like those lemons. I "know" the right things to say, the way I "should" feel, the way I "should" react but I just can't get there. My husband has still not found a worthwhile job. For the first time in nine years I need to get a job. The holidays are here and I just cannot get in the spirit. We have opted out of gift exchanges with our families so we can make sure our girls have a good Christmas. I'm sad. It's not just the gift giving. It's the whole big picture. I know I should just put on my big girl panties(and Lord knows they are getting big enough) and deal with it and I eventually will but I'm just not at that place right now!

